to you who does't answer my calls anymore..

i have a friend...

however,

that person was long gone

gone for eternity

gone forever...

i remember that person clearly

a friend, a good listener

a person with a big heart

the one that makes you smile

the one that makes laugh

the one that said it's ok, it's fine

i know the pain you've been through

i wish you could answer the phone

i wish you sent me messages like you used to

i wish you could said good luck whenever i need it

i wish i could hear your voice again

how i wish these will come true

but...

i know

it's never ever going to happen

these will never be a reality

how painful it is with fact that you're not there

forever..

i'm sorry 

i should have to tell  you something better

i'm sorry

i should have stay with you

i'm sorry

i'm too late 

even you're long gone

your memories

remains in my heart

thank you

for being a friend

even for a short journey together

i miss you

p/s: in loving memory of Yan